Test
Thousand of things seem to be going wrong, now..and I dont have the answers how or why it happen..
All i know i've been put to test by God again..And i don't know how this will end or what the outcome would be..
I was down with a throat infection, no one bothered coz no one really knew except for one who by surprise did not even asked how i was doing eventhough we saw each other and even had eye contact..
Am i suppose to be surprise that, that the person had forgotten or am I supposed to take it as if human are never perfect..we have our own off days?
Perhaps its sign of PMS but how come only that treatment happen to me and not to the rest?Again are human beings just never perfect?
That person can even show concern on a friend whom was injured asking not once but at least twice on how he was doing, a friend whom from me that person was hiding about..
Again these are just some of the things people would never know about thats why I'm always to blame here and there..
Is the reason still, human beings are never perfect?
I wonder..One thing for sure I'm just being test thats all..
And its my blog,its my say..

Stress!
Dikir Barat..It never take one person to start clapping but it takes a whole group of people..That is dikir barat..Its about unity..If i'm the only one who is trying and the rest are like taking it as if its just a fun thing well I cant just forget it coz people are giving chance for dikir to actually be involved in theatre..plus even if I want to forget it the Heads won't let it..Pressured and stressed to bring the best but everyone has got to chip in by first coming down..Messages have been sent, Calls have been made but at least there are one or two did come but what can be done in that kind of situation?Dikir Barat is a team effort..It has its fun side only if people make an effort..

Conclusion?
All lingers around God's greatness..Just hope for the best that everything will go fine even if the outcome doesnt turn out to be fine..Again afterall the blame is on me..

My blog my say..

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