I've given up..y?i dun even noe y..bt a feeling in my heart tells me that i can't take this bullshit anymore..i dun wanna take this bullshit anymore..i dun wanna sit back and say that its alright..i'm OK when i'm actually not..
Firstly, u r nt watching it because you dun want to see me anymore i guess..and thanks fer directly saying it cause now i noe..you dun juz hate me..u hate me to the core..and it hurt me rite in the afternoon juz aft my shower..cool shit..
Secondly, our voice quality is not nice?wow!we record it for like juz 2o mins while the other grp took a longer time..bt its Ok..perhaps i'm juz lucky that zad has a wonderful voice and i don't..yeah..zad's voice is better den mine..and harmonising part was not harmonise?reallie?i thought it did..thanks fer the honest comment..i'll work with zad again then..some people say it is nice and some people say its not..point taken:you juz can't please everybody wan..face the facts\
so if your voice is not nice y u want to make more songs?plus y r gonna prepare sumtin reallie grand?are u out to waste ur time redhwan?think lah boy..u noe wad?stop singing..perhaps that's the best thing
Lastly..you told me to change..perhaps be a more positive person..and when i wanted too..u said it was weird..there's sumtin wrong with me..worst still u thought i had an agenda..what?to beat the hell out of that guy?ohh please lah..is it even wrong to make frens?i juz dun understand..that u felt as if i got a problem..yes i do..i have a big one!u wanted to help..ok..so shall i ask u now that u have an agenda instead?so point take:when redhwan wants to do a good deed people will feel as if u have an agenda..wah!greatness..so do bad deed then..
Why i never share with people..because i've not found sum1 that has reallie sit down and listen..den keep asking are u alright..the next moment they see that i'm smiling and making jokes they think i'm ok..but hav people ever come acrossed and say to me i see a fake smile?because nobody notice..and the only thing that felt like bearshare right now is my blog...the sound of my heart..only my blog can feel!
so sorrie fer the negative post once again..i juz feel like it..its alright..i'll get over it i guess..3 points taken today
1)She despise you real bad
2)I can't please everybody
3)People never feel right when i'm doing a good deed
so toodles readers!
chaoz!
