Firstly i changed this template and my blogskin because i feel that i'm done waiting..because she has certainly found the other half..i'm happy fer her but definitely not with myself..what has happen??Was this change to sudden or very bad for people to accept it?

HAIYO!!

Almost 17 years i've lived to please others..people come and go and they leave the sweetest thank you for me to savour..yet it was something i didnt mind because i was filled with the sweetest love and i could even be the fun guy i was..but when it came to receiving the hardest knock in life ever, it took away my normal life..and no longer was i filled with the sweetest love so i was finding the pieces, the jigsaw pieces to piece back my life..but i got confident and find the pieces that don't fit me perfectly..so i became this rude guy that all of u around me as seen these few days..cool yeah!haha..so i hurt countless people only to realise later that words that came out were to late to be taken back..but i am hurt..i dun want to be this me

I want to be the one that please others but at that time it was because i had love i wanted so could savour and give..but rite now the only love i have is enough to only love myself..so how was it possible to love others and please them..people say its others before self..but why please others when u are suffering?not rite isnt it?i dun noe..

So u say girls are much more sensitive and they are easily hurt..so guys shud mind what they say to girls..and it is sometimes those comments that we meant as a joke they take it seriously and keep to themselves and get hurt because they never knew what we said was meant as a joke..so when they give comment that hurt us and we show our sulking they say dun be sensitive lah..so wad girls do can but what guys do can..i'm not being sexist..and not all girls are like this..there are some..but if u were lucky to meet me earlier then perhaps u might be thankful such a dear guy exists but it was because i had a terrible accident and in a midst of finding myself i have to deal with the world and it is the incomplete me u guys experience these days..so yeah..gotta find it quick..

So i'm still finding myself..
And to FarahD and Aidil Jufri congrats even though i dont know whats between you two rite now but i'm sure u guys are having a great time together..reallie happy for both of you..

so till here..toodles readers!