I'm willing to get hurt in the end rather than living without knowing your love..biar akhirnya terasing dariku hidup tanpa kenal cintamu

Finally i know the actual reason why you left...cum to think of it yeah i was in the wrong..i never knew what i was doing was wrong till it happen to myself..

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perhaps not all guys would post this but i would coz a real man accepts and admits his mistakes..and is never afraid to share coz men who don't, have this bad thing called EGO! The resaon why Tengku Farah Dila Binte Tengku Muhammad Safik Bin Tengku Abdul Rahman decided to leave Muhammad Redhwan Bin Wahid Bin Buang was that i was controlling her too much..

YEAH..i admit..but perhaps it was because i was afraid of losing you..i was so comfortable with you by my side all along that everywhere i go i would never fail to ask you to tag along...even if we have spent the whole day together, hearing your voice on the fone would be my ending melody for that day..and even if i would be going out with people that is in my CCA, bringing you along would be my choice coz i want people to know that i'm proud to have you as mine..i want people to know that we share this big thing called love...yes i dun care if its 9 or 10 in the morning but all i want to do is to be with you..yes i dun care if you are tired coz all i ever need is you..you were becoming a part of me that i couldnt separate illusions from reality..so yeah...i was definitely wrong in the relationship..

I'm happy coz i finally know the actual reason and i'm much more contented..yeah..your frens blame me coz i controlled you like in cage..there was no freedom..yeah i admit..at least i know it was my mistake..yeah

but you were too perfect when we were together that i never realise that you actually never like it..you smiled the moment we met..you laughed wen i cracked a joke..you were happy to have small silly fights with each other..you were laughing and happy wen we talked on the phone..you liked the long chats coz that's after all how we felt in love

so how i was i to know that i was controlling you..you seem to be going along with it well..the least you could do was to tell me what i was doing was wrong..but you went to do the maximum which was to leave..i had no choice..but to accept..

that's all readers..till we meet the next tym..

toodles!!

But now..everything are memories..yeah..i was happy to have that memories..but i regretted wad i did..but that's all in the past yeah??