Received a very surprising sms from FarahD..she wanted to meet me..and i knew it was ntg good..but i dare not made any assumptions..juz like what i thought she was there to return stuffs, she confronted me about why i kept pestering and bugging into people's life..but i din know why my tongue was twisted and for once i could not even relate my heart to my mouth..and for once i remained quiet..i could not express anything in front of her..and she told me nonsense..so much for wanting to stand up for my rights..you want to no wads nonsense?
1)To be abandoned by your own mum in the hospital; that is nonsense
2)To be abandoned by your own dad who has to go to jail when you were born; that is nonsense
3)To be abandoned by the girl i love m0st; that is nonsense
why is it you cant understand why i want to know so much about you eventhough i said i've moved on?because i cant forget the memories we spent together..yes i admit it was juz fer a while but it was enuf to cause my whole world to turn upside down..i know you no longer had feelings for me when u asked for a break up..why i cant say anything in front of you?because i cant even speak properly when i'm with you..it was awkward..it took my capability to talk well..and why i cant say anything is because it never come across my mind to have a battle of words when i was with you..i din come over from school to fight..
btw tanks..eventhough it wasnt a nice meeting..as it was filled with arguments,not arguments rather..but those rough words u let out..i was contented to meet you..to hear your voice after a long while..because i know it could be impossible to hear you talk to me ever again..impossible to ever meet you again..impossible to recieve a text message from you ever again..eventhough it was a scolding it was pleasant to my ears..
and even if i know the guy i wont beat him, because i wont damage your love..i know if he is the one then i'll give you my blessings..and i know he is lucky to have you..while i will be happy if you are happy..but if he doesnt treat you well then perhaps i might get angry but i'm very sure that he wont because he will be a good guy to you..
and i'm sorry because i must have wasted your time just now..i'm reall sorrie..because tanks to it i could have a look at you for the last time perhaps, hear you talking to me for the very last time, see you sitting across me for the very last time..
because i'm afraid i wont have the chance to do it again..i'm turning away for a while..perhaps i'll be back if i'm really fine but i'm juz afraid i'll be away forever from here
I thought it was the end of missing you
When you lover call you back
A castle awaits beautifully
When my lover talks about the previous love
Cant even response with words
Can i respond with tears
A sign of relieveness,receiving it after a while
Being a slave to this world
A thousand years won't be the same
With a second in love together
Because of love i'm willing to sacrifice soul and life
The sun shines brightly together with the moon
The presence of shadow due to light
That's how our love was
There is no space in separating anymore
I receive and give with sincerity
A thousand years and a million steps
A thousand years shining our love
We will meet at the end of our missing times
Even if the whole world were to turn their back against me; i would love myself more
