No matter what, I LOVE YOU!!

So i decided to rush from sch to jurong sec aft my exams, coz like finally i managed to meet dear for the week..little did i know, sumtin fun would turned the opposite..

I cud hav been to the library with my mates studying for our final paper but nothing can ever challenge dear wen it cums to decision-making..coz you noe my decision will always link with you..

I was in fact feeling tired and weak to the sudden change of weather, i was having a bad cough and i was running a temperature..but due to the fact that i noe you were the best of all medicines, i decided to meet uo with u with the hope of spending time with you

When i suggested to you to play around at my place, you rejected saying you were tired..
i cud understand but i had no power to force you..

So we took the bus and we barely even talk in the bus coz i din had the mood..so wen it was reaching, i asked again and again you declined..
so i allighted w/0 saying bye or our normal goodbyes...

That was when i smsed her, and she said sorrie coz she was tired and stuff
i dun understand y u r my medicine wen i'm not even urs
haiss

only god knows the feeling of soaking those pillows again at night..
it sucks..plus my coughing it made me go to the toilet over and over again cause i felt like vomitting..

i talked on the phone with sum fellas who understand and then i still couldn't sleep
only to doze off at about 3 in the morning

wan burung ~ signing off ~