Walaupun api cinta tidak lagi bernyala,luahan hati tetap akan bersuara

Looking at the pic i guess u guys can already guess huh??its over..yeah it really is..

It happen on Saturday morning wen i receive an sms saying its over..there were 3 reasons
1) not bcoz of any third parties
2) she felt she has already changed
3) she felt i'm way too good fer her

aft i read that sms, i juz cant get to sleep till the next day..and that moment i felt my werld turn upside down..and it really did..for once i really felt like dying..i had no mood to do anything not even to do what i love most, eating..i smsed to sum folks who are definitely me bestest frens and they like me go shocked..they say its ok..look on the bright side..dun think too much..
but how can i do that wen i felt she was the one?
i braced enough courage to stand up on my feet and then freshen myself up den get out of the house to my aunt's place coz that's where i can relieve myself..i wasnt ok till nite until i talked to my bro and he gave a preety good advise and i guess he was right..he really was...
si i kinda forget about it till night reallie came and i missed the fact that she would call and we wud spend the time laughing together..ehh..not gonna happen anymore
i remembered crying on the phone
n she wud kindly ask
y my dear?
i'm afraid of losing you
she said: dun worry, i'm not gonna leave you, i'm juz afraid you would..

but its ok, coz i got better over tym and i learned how to cope with this feeling..

so today was a better day..din think too much..then went out with my family to imm to catch our lunch and then i suggested west coast park coz i definitely need to stress out!!hehe
i screamed the moment i face the sea and i said sumtin which made myself teared..my mum did too lah..hehe tanks mum..

hie god..in a moment you could turn this calm waters into raging waves and even in the blink of an eye...you could even crash this boats with your power..but y cant you hold my relationship with hers?did it juz slipped your hands??yes i admit..i haven't been praying to you but i'm also you creation that needs your help..but its ok..tanks fer everything

i walked off..still not in the mood..but den i was fine wen i sang loudly to my heart's content..haha
yeah!hehe

btw that's sumtin i'm not happy abt..but shall not mention it here..btw its not about that relationship

last but not least,

Sadness in between coldness
Going through loneliness
Dead relatioship without a tomb
Sadness always linked with separation

A love story that had hopes
now only appear as dreames
it held my breath,blurred my vision
i'm pretty hurt
by you disapperance

Why is it i'm still hoping
eventhough i know that you would never come back

Your absence filled a call
Eventhough you are still needed
We were once said a sweet couple
but now all left are memories

pictures would remain..templates would..names would..
they remain as memories..coz i never wanted you to go..but it was your choice
i had to accept

I STILL LOVE YOU!!